How to Get it Right
From a loose cannon on the holodeck
Jun 25th, 2009
Last night, half asleep, I was again trying to figure out what went wrong at a job I was fired from. The conflict with Lynn occurred because I was subtly judging her and she became defensive. I should have forgiven what I perceived as her attack, completely forgiven her and been truly helpful to her. But I guess I couldn’t pull that off at the time. I woke up and thought about it some more.
Could I have made the right judgments and decisions?
I Need Do Nothing
Because I am God's Son
Jun 14th, 2009
Today I got that I do not have to do anything in the world. I was thinking about what I could do about the Chris “problem”—him calling me wanting to talk about what he did during the day and me not wanting to listen because I thought he should be focusing on something different, i.e. wanting to change him and then I would be happy.
I realized it makes no difference what he does; as a doer, he is just an image doing what my ego wanted him to do. Whatever annoys me in the world, my ego mind was the cause. It’s over in the past; it has no reality; the thought of it can have no effect on me—I just change my mind. I let go of trying to change Chris because it doesn’t matter. It is nothing.
Tags: Ego Forgiveness Self
The Laws of Healing
Summary of T-26.VII
Jun 10th, 2009
The laws of healing must be understood before the purpose of the course can be accomplished. This summarizes all that must occur for healing to occur.
1. All sickness is punishment I inflict upon myself because I believe I separated from God and my brother. The guilt that I feel for committing this sin demands punishment in this world of shadows and illusions built on sin. Sin is the belief that some errors are past hope of healing. This world is an insane ego attempt to prove my innocence while cherishing attack, which leaves me still feeling guilty.
Tags: Ego Forgiveness
Seeing Differently
Reversing Perception
Jun 03rd, 2009
At the separation I repressed my enormous guilt and fear of God, made the ego thought system and gave up my mind to it. God placed the Holy Spirit in my mind, which I also repress.
I now identify with being a separate person in a body, the ego, wanting the ego world, which I consider to be reality. My memory is erased. [I am a clone in the Matrix or the Dark City.]
Tags: Ego Forgiveness Vision
