I Give My Life to God
Posted by aplecompte on February 8th, 2010
I thought I would run my own show, be special, be me!
As separation was impossible, I fell into a dream in which I thought I controlled my life. I chose for the ego and made the world.
Now I see that I was just fooling myself with my own puppet show of fear and death. And every time I perceive separation, every time I judge, I feel guilty about what I have done.
I give my life back to God. I give up trying to be a false self, a person. I was mistaken about everything. I forgive my innocent, holy brothers whom I made into puppets. God sees me and tells me I am His Holy Sinlessness Itself. I am His Christ.
I give my mind completely back to God. I give up all ego preferences and opinions. I accept all things exactly as they are. I become still and ask for guidance. “I do not know. Decide for me.” I listen and follow.
My will is God’s Will, and God’s Will for me is perfect happiness! His Will is wholly unopposed. God’s Will is Love. God’s Will is Mind Awake Now.
LESSON 233
I give my life to God to guide today.
Father, I give You all my thoughts today. I would have none of mine. In place of them, give me Your Own. I give You all my acts as well, that I may do Your Will instead of seeking goals which cannot be obtained, and wasting time in vain imaginings. Today I come to You. I will step back and merely follow You. Be You the Guide, and I the follower who questions not the wisdom of the Infinite, nor Love whose tenderness I cannot comprehend, but which is yet Your perfect gift to me.
Tags: Awakening, Ego, Forgiveness, Guilt, Judgment, Love, Self
